surrender.



put death my desires 

set the fire ablaze 

I'm blindfolded in a maze 

your refuge is what I crave

send rain on my parade 

no shade no masquerade 

my heart is full of guile 

put my soul on trial

but first,

promise me you'll stay a while

                       @ 1:15am


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